Step Aside Arnold

Ok, so this is me after 4 months at the gym. Kidding. But today on my way home from the gym, I actually considered what it would take to get to get to the place where this lady is (bad hair and outfit aside). What attracts me to the idea of body sculpting is the goal you have to work towards. For so many years I had one big goal in my mind...to get my degree. It drove me to study hard, to put in long hours at work, and to strive for the day that I would walk across the stage in Simpson Chapel (with visions of gold curtains dancing in my head). I feel like the last few years, I haven't really had a huge monster of a goal that I wanted to work towards, and I really would like to find one that I could be passionate about. I know a lot of my friends are starting to freak out as they read this blog...I don't really want to look like this lady...she is quite odd and manly looking...and I don't want to be a crazy fanatic who can't live without steroids. But just maybe I could actually be fit--for once in my life! What do you guys think? Perhaps the kind ladies at BodyFit have put a little something extra in my protein shakes...or maybe they are pumping subliminal messages through the sound system and are beginning to brainwash me. I guess I'll keep thinking on this and see what my trainer thinks when I go in for my next assessment. Am I crazy?